It still hasn't clear up

no secret
but
no mood
due to
cloudy sky

many said
it should clear up
as
all will be gone away
but
to me
except for the faint feeling

color will fade
if time is long enough
but
to me
something belongs to forever
since
some time
some place
film replays

happy has no definition
to me
in a great measure
it is determined by others


however
I am willing to fly away and out
out of the scope
with greetings to history
then
with whole heart to tomorrow's sunlight

when wind begins to flow by ears
spring will come

bless to yourself
bless to the to-be